This chapbook is a short book of poetry. John Doe is not my real name. The content is dark, and born out of desperation to tell someone, anyone who will listen to my words what I am feeling, because no friends or family will. No one wants to hear the dark inner psyche of a deeply depressed person. It's just too dark and negative for nearly everyone. And so, those who suffer must suffer in silence... that is until they end the "silence" in tragedy. Maybe these words will help those who feel the same and can find no one who will listen. Sometimes, just speaking your pain relieves it. Sometimes just hearing someone else's pain helps to soothe yours because you don't feel you're so alone.