Jack takes the reader on a journey of redemption through the nightmare of helplessness and self-hatred associated with child abuse. Jack illustrates the challenges that an abandoned and abused child faces when being thrown into a cruel world with no direction. He shares his struggle to live in a world where he is terrified of God yet is forced to come to terms with the very being that could have rescued him from his trials. Jack shares about his gritty relationship struggles with a God who seems to be cruel and all powerful. Every day, he was faced with the challenge to trust the very God that seemed to be destroying him.